my bro back and he bought me doreamon thingy and soft toy....

wow.... 2005 is nearly over le....
so tmr i write new year resolution...
but for now shld have a hui yi lu to mark my end of journey for 2005 and sec skl life.....

erm... muz thank everyone of my friends lorx....
i feel like a dry sponge when i first came to nhss
but u all make this dry sponge absorbed alot during the four years...
things tt i wld nv had learnt in my last 12 years....

i will miss our old campus coz i love it more than the new wan....
i will miss 107'02, 207'03, 307'04 n 407'05...
i have to climb the stairs from 3rd to fouth and to 6th floor lorx....

i will miss all my friends in nhss no matter i noe u as classmate, by another friend, st john or wad so ever...

my gangs- tooters, ashes, pri skl, or the 4guy(include me) tt always eat aft exam....

the teachers of which their lessons i nv listen to.... haha... at least my result not so disappointing except for maths lahz....

those who tok to me during lessons... hope tt i nv cause u all to have drop in result but i don tink so... even sy bio also pass lorx... and cher de eng still as good...

st john let me learn first aid, drills and mani more....

and alot more things tt i've learnt which words cannot be used to describe and i meant it...

THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME!!!!

hope tt even when we are going to different skl and later going for diff careers....
this wonderful memories will always be in our minds and bring us together...
so guys... pls keep in contact!!!!

p.s: i don tink anione owe me anithing but i tink i will owe ppl.... so pls remind me if i owe u aniting and i will return it as soon as i could...... i dowan to qian ppl thing 4ever

ok... going to marina le... bye~~~

thinking of u at
3:46 pm



hmm....
todae walk from lakeside to jjc and it took 10-15mins...
but due to our first time i tink almost 20-25mins bahz....
den mrt already 25mins le....
so far lorx.... (i noe it is nearer to ur hse lahz, but i don mean u... and u can choose jjc but i am sure there is reasons for u to choose a faraway sajc)
den i go buy shoes for new year and since i spoiled mine during chalet...
i saw a green wan tt diao me
BUT don have my size.... i wan 36 but smallest 37...
lucky smart me rmb sy sae tt there is fen dian at je so faster ask them call n ask...
and i bought it le...
hehe... no heels coz it is not good for legs according to u weekly and personal experience...
and onli 10bocks nia so ok....

den went to eat pizza but saw the co ppl too
and pizza is so kong bu....
i nearly died to over-eating le lahz....
den i still became the joker of the dae........
den go walk walk tok tok and library and i am back now...
tmr going marina to see see....
the white balls and fireworks lorx....
haha... muz make use of the little time i had....
and my bro's coming back...

oh!!! i finally rmb wad to sae le....
todae went to make spec and i got things to complain abt myself...

first my degree increase since the maintain of 200 degrees since short sighted!!!!
now right- 250, left=275.... (my god lorx... i muz eat more carrot le)
second, there is over 20design for frameless de....
BUT the optician onli jie shao me 1( and the reason is becoz my head too small!!!)
wad the hell!!!!
sun shall write new year resolution and the above mentioned will confirm be inside...
i want my head and feet bigger!!!!

thinking of u at
10:57 pm



hmm...
todae horx i am like abit siao abt things coz i have so mani wei qu in my hearts
and todae still got things happen so kinda angry and vent my anger....
so sorry to those whom i make not-so-nice comments....
actually wanna complain but on the way back home with nice bubble tea on my hands...
i decided to spare tt someone coz i complain so mani times le...
ppl not sian i also sian....
see i so nice!!!
feel so good aft venting my anger by fa-ing lao sao....
humans are weird creature...
tink scientist muz invent sth tt ppl like me can fa lao sao on and this world will me taking a nearer step to perfect...

but sth tt i don understand tt ppl tinking so weird...
when sajc and jjc are equidistance or sajc even nearer...
but the though of potong pasir seemed to bring this place to a faraway land...
according to my timing... mrt onli take 18mins and walking 5mins....
so near lorx!!!!

den i suddenly realise sth tt i shld realise 4 years ago...
hope it is not too late for me....
new skool new start wad...
i am sure i can do it de...
since i keep on telling others to try...
y not i try it myself too???
nv sae u cannot do it without trying!!!
yea!!!

oh forget to sae todae plae pool....
i am the usual sound maker...
but imagaine, guys...
without me the game won't be half as fun....
if u disagree nxt time plae i promise i don make noise...
but i bet u will ask me to make nosie again... hehe
how can a quiet group continue without a clown like me to balance...
muahaha....

tmr goin pei eve go see jjc....
shun bian go buy my shoes....
i mean tt kind of nice nice sandals coz todae my look is spoiled by tt not so pei sandals...
haha....
cya~~

thinking of u at
8:41 pm



actually yest heard abt the bombing thingy...
i damn excited coz i can plae BUT...
todae news sae it happens on weekends and somemore is in the nxt 2 daes...
high chance is at orchard there bahz...
but i tink it will happen at 7sth...
coz terrorist like this timing....
yest i manage to book my whole this week but todae is free...
wanna get my spec todae but tt stupid shop not open yet lorx...
tmr plae pool and look at my darling sajc...
the dae aft pei eve look at jjc....
den eat sushi with jana they all....
sat my bro finally back...
miss him like hell sia...
den sat muz stay at home to look at fireworks
due to the onderful location of the countdown party- mount faber....
and my hse got clear+full view sia...
sun maybe go ktv

hmm... full week... and nxt week open skl...

thinking of u at
2:50 pm



yest is boxing dae....
and my little nephew came so went plae with him....
den went marina sq shopping...
and went pasir panjang eating....
a supposed veri happy dae is spoiled by a few smses and phone calls.....
everything tt is none of my business had to be solved by me...
and kana laugh by ppl...
wad the f***...
i nv scold this word so can show how angry i am....

being a total failure...
i really cannot face all the problems happening in front of me...
whether izzit facts or the creations by my mind....
haiz... but who can i tell on....
everyone is so busy to stop for a while and let me qing su....
maybe this few dae i will visit tt sajc or else first dae lost not so nice sia...
bye~~

thinking of u at
11:41 am



MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

this year christmas i whole dae sleep lorx...
actually juz now aft listening to long hu bang wanna online de....
but this stupid com don let me online!!!!
shld have knew tt i this christmas damn suay le....
so mani things happening on me lorx....
but izzit i myself tink too much lehz??
heck lahz... tmr will be a betta dae...
so yest went hui hse bbq...
b4 tt go my uncle hse to have christmas party.....
n eat tt forever not nice turkey....
den go clementi....
but on mrt i pass from place w/o rain to drizzel to thunderstorm...
and clementi is the worse place lorx...
so went ntuc and shun bian buy my christmas prezzie since i cannot make mine on time...
den go bbq but had to burn dry tt place...
den the we sit and tok but some ppl sae wanna go help...
but end up i helping and they tok abt eagles....
and qi me somemore....
wang en fu yi de ppl!!!!!
den cook lorx but alot of insects....
xia si wo le.....
den plae captains ball...
and countdown but since no second so juz wait for 1200 to come....
haha... me n jimmy ran to catch last train...
so lucky sia....
todae nv go orchard or aniwhere....
coz dowan to ji n my friend all you yi xin mei ren xin...
haha....
bye~~~

thinking of u at
10:30 pm



MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

this year christmas i whole dae sleep lorx...
actually juz now aft listening to long hu bang wanna online de....
but this stupid com don let me online!!!!
shld have knew tt i this christmas damn suay le....
so mani things happening on me lorx....
but izzit i myself tink too much lehz??
heck lahz... tmr will be a betta dae...
so yest went hui hse bbq...
b4 tt go my uncle hse to have christmas party.....
n eat tt forever not nice turkey....
den go clementi....
but on mrt i pass from place w/o rain to drizzel to thunderstorm...
and clementi is the worse place lorx...
so went ntuc and shun bian buy my christmas prezzie since i cannot make mine on time...
den go bbq but had to burn dry tt place...
den the we sit and tok but some ppl sae wanna go help...
but end up i helping and they tok abt eagles....
and qi me somemore....
wang en fu yi de ppl!!!!!
den cook lorx but alot of insects....
xia si wo le.....
den plae captains ball...
and countdown but since no second so juz wait for 1200 to come....
haha... me n jimmy ran to catch last train...
so lucky sia....
todae nv go orchard or aniwhere....
coz dowan to ji n my friend all you yi xin mei ren xin...
haha....
bye~~~

thinking of u at
10:30 pm



hmm... 20th n 21st 407 chalet...
early in the morning my mum keep on waking me so i am early..
but i seemed to be wrong to went out early...
but i manage to yan jiu the whole lavender area anyway...
den rich kana bomb check... hehe...
go there plae 2ppl mahjong...
den makan with the saints...
ride bike and my skills improve(due to the presence of jimmy)...
den bbq and i became brick stealer(diaoz)....
and nanny of the day...
also plae cards...
went for walk and i love jimmy(hai feng wad)...
and the guys playing but i heck n dono y the others care so much...
we plae candles and upload pic tmr bahz...
LOVE!!!
den i see ppl plae mahjong....
oh and the bathing is ridiculous coz the water is so cold tt i finish it in less than 5min(even faster den tt 2guys)...
but i am still sneezing now lorx....
wth( no shld be merlin's beard)
den till nxt morning i start playing and keep on let bl eat...
haha... but still got win lahz...
and i learnt tai... smart me....
aft tt eat brunch and went home...
bought u-weekly at my mama shop...
************************************************************************************

todae is not onli tangyuan jie....
but also the dae my bro went for taiwan....
went to send him....
and i shun bian time from bedok to my hse(see temasek lorx)...
haha... further than sajc...
so happy esp with their not so nice uniform...
den find the whole bukit merah but don have u-weekly...
yanzi's mei li!!!!
ok...now i muz resume my work le...
bye~~

thinking of u at
4:25 pm

Your Birthdate: July 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

thinking of u at
3:49 pm



我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

this song is delicated to A...
i noe u miss him but let him go if u love him...
he claims he still love u...
but actually i don tink so...
he might still love u but it is not as strong as the past....
if he love u ani problems can still be solve and not break due to this stupid reason...
one year and things turns out like this....
he should feel sorry not for u but himself...
wad he had lost, he does not noe...
believe me he is not worth ur love...
i noe u will cry after reading wad i sae....
i can hoot me if u want but this is wad i tink....
let it go bahz....

thinking of u at
2:30 pm



i've been looking forward to sat coz i finally can go to my delayed and delayed library trip le...
however... things to be sudden....
a story to be shared and things tt i've learnt....

Cautions: this story is veri long so if u no time den nxt time read bahz...

this time main character is Ms A, Mr B, Ms C( not 3 or wadever angle relationship)

C is watching her fav cartoon at 10sth when her friend A suddenly called...

3 ways to noe sth is wrong with ur friend:
1. he/she called u in a veri hoarse voice asking u to check hp
2. u got 10 miss call within 10mins
3. u got 2 sms asking to meet he/she now and cannot ask ani reason

C being a keen learner in phsycology immedaitely have a vauge idea...
but wait....
A n B is always having a gd relationship so no...
no way is tt goin to happen....
but no matter what...
C being a veri good friend still went to meet her...
the sight of A seems to comfirm C's suspicions....
swollen eyes with tears still brimming and a voice which seems to be unspeakable...
but C still wants to wait for A to tell her...
A told C of her terrible nite and the pain she went through....
though C is mentally prepare but she still dono wad to do...
she is completely inexperiece man.......
so she followed A till 3pm to do stupid things...

5 things ur ex-bf/gf will do when u juz dump him/ her:
1. go to ur hse and sit at the staircase inhope tt u will come out for dono wad
2. go to the place u work and look at u
3. walk aimlessly so tt can bump into u
4. eat favourite things and tink tt it taste totally disgusting
5. go to once fav haunts and tink of the beautiful memories

since C hadn't stead b4 thus no break experience...
she decided to ask one of her guy friend wad is guys tinking...
but her friend ask so mani times also dono how to ans...
so C give advice like wad books sae...
and sometimes sae the wrong things... haiz...
A decide to tok abt past the happy memories...
C knew tt it is time to do sth....

5 things to do if u r kana dump:
1. eat ice-cream/ chocolate ( but in only last for a while nia)
2. go some ulu place eg. west coast park and shout all the bad points off tt idotic brat
3. sing songs at the middle of the road
4. i tink this wan quite good... DANG QIU QIAN!!! ( side effects: dizziness)
5. cry lorx... god make tears foe wad... but aft crying to ur heart contend don cry for tt kind of ungrateful brat...

so C went out from 11 to 8 sth...
after sending distressing A home...

C waited till 2am to see how's A goin on...
coz she is cotacting B to make her final hard work...
and save this fail relationship...
but it still fail....

C did somesort of thinkings and aft reading a love story she came to the following conclusions..

C always loves to ask ppl wad is the diff b/w love and like....
this book ans the qn:
单纯的欣赏叫喜欢
所以,喜欢一个人是快乐的........
无法克制的想占有, 称之为爱
所以,爱一个人却是痛苦的......
或许,
作为一个暗恋者
会比那些相恋者要快乐许多......

personally i tink wad the book sae is veri accurate...
i already ling wu this statement 3yrs ago...
i donid anione to remind me i nv stead b4 but i donid to go through it...
i got eyes and ears...
thus i tink it muz be a millions years b4 i dare to step out coz i hate to fail...
but sth is wrong with this statement too...
i mean if having a relationship is lousier than secretly in love den wad are the rest of the world doing...
imagine everyone also onli an lian and don stead...
but ppl... another thing i learn is wad is real love.....

zhen ai is not tong ku de...
ai is onli tong ku when u don understand it...
love is sth like a busy shop...
u need 2 ppl to tend this shop....
when u onli have one person tending it...
tt one person might be too busy and cannot handle all small things...
so those having stead...
pls zhen xi wad u have and don put every blame and resposibility on ur stead...
they are ur stead not ur slave...
and pls trust ur stead...
u can gain trust my hidding nth....
trust is difficult to gain but easily lose so muz take good care of it...
haha... end of lesson... bye~~~

ps: goin for chalet for till nxt thurs so miz me can call me... haha....

thinking of u at
12:55 pm



poor me cannot go shopping yest due to a veri weird disease....
me sick till veri cham until no li qi see doc...
so in the end i zhong xi he bing lorx...
coz got vomit so eat angmoh medicine...
den stomachache so eat chi de...
den fever eat panadol...
dizzy is the worse and somemore no medicine so feng you...
wad wad's more is i faint in my own hse...
lucky got ppl sia...

aft one whole dae of argony...
i feel betta now...
den morning check phone i realise one impulsive gal did sth not good...
but who ask tt guy to be so weird aniwae...
haha.... gals are impulsive when it came to bgr de lor...
so gal ah... don wry... shun qi zhi ran...

oh... i am veri glad to announce i am a SAINTS now...
woohoo....
and huimin and shiyun and rich(shld be bahz) got in too!!!
haha... so mani ppl pei me....
muahaha.....

thinking of u at
10:06 am



wah... faster write den go sleep le...
or else i will be voted the panda of the year...
plast few daes went shopping but i nv buy anithing at all coz none suit my taste...
and home is like a childcare centre...
coz all my cousin got children and they are like TERRORIST....
nxt time i muz consider twice b4 giving birth sia...

i swear tt i muz comment on the custom of sg n m'sia...
when i went m'sia...
the custom officer is playing gameboy and not checking ppl's luggage...
but coming back to sg...
the car in front of me is so suay tt dogs had to go in...
and we had to pass through alot of officers and 2 x-ray machines...
i am so glad to be singaporeans sia...

commenting tt melacca had a change in the person in charge and alot of places being kai fa...
my uncle sae tt nxt time go back will have alot of new things to plae esp the place where someone living...
aiya... forgot wanna sae wad le...
suan le... go sleep first... bye~~

thinking of u at
4:55 pm



wah....
todae me blur till siao...
bus change route also dono den end up at suntec rather than orchard...
lucky near near...
but sad no time to visit jimmy...
den shop at cine...
buy huizhen's prezzie...
den walk walk...
bring a orchard bai chi ard...
but tink she is habour front tian cai since everydae also give boyi tuition...
haha... wonder will have ai de huo hua...
faster type coz gonna sleep...
tmr early journey sia...
nxt 2 week got hectic schedule...
like everyone also wanna go out sia...

via: u wanna find job worx... faster call... nvm de... veri easy wan... jiayou...

someppl got friendster also nv add me huhz... wad sort of friends... somemore got veri good friends lehz... faster add me b4 i came back or else i sure heck u all de...

if i owe ani ppl anithing or promise to do wad muz remind me coz i got sth in my mind but i forget le...
oke don tok le... see u guys nxt wed and don waste money sms me unless u sim card(ppl sae no extra not me!!!)

thinking of u at
11:20 pm



yest my bro and his friend use com whole dae to plae roller coaster...
wad the...
i haven even start playing lorx...
so i book com for todae and wad....
i became the nanny of the dae...
now den can online and still busy playing friendster...
and start my rct2 le...
juz now take care of my nephew...
den my cousin came bringing his new gf...
wahseh...
smart gal lehz...
work in a*star de....
lang cai nu mao sia....
den the aunties are all toking abt babies etc...
and i sat in b/w...
so faster run sia....
okie... don tok le...
goin m'sia on sat so ppl don miss me worx....
muahaha...

p.s: for ppl like my sexy-voice-evelyn... if u r unable to find me in friendster... tt's becoz i change my nick to my real name instead of pigeon... not tt i don like to fly n shit ard... juz tt it is easier for ppl to locate me... i wanna find my pri friends de lehz... i am still a pigeon who are extrmemely bored... can ani kind soul sms me... muahaha

thinking of u at
7:17 pm



juz went out with caiying and huizhen...
take alot of nice neo prints....
hehe....
me this morning actually juz wanna add a pri skool friend to get photos...
and now i plae friendster like crazy...
wow....
found alot of friends...
those i don believe living on this world *choi*...
those tt seems nv to have friendster...
and those who i miss like crazy...
haha...
and my cake...
tmr taste le den sae....
bye~~ i go plae le...

thinking of u at
10:16 pm



yest went plae pool....
tooters yao dao le *weep*......
pathetic number of ppl went...
but still veri fun coz i plae like shit so can entertain ppl....
muahaha....
yest finish 2 book again....
later going out with huizhen(not rich wife) and caiying.....
go woodlands lor...
haiz...
so yuan....
now waiting for hui come and teach me make cheese cake...
yum yum...

thinking of u at
10:15 am



wah... alot of things happen sia...
i forget to sae mon got pri skool gathering..
went kbox and plae pool...
haha... like budget dae coz we nv even spent 10bucks except for ruisiang...
having to buy drinks for all of us for winning the pool...
hee....
den we cannot get enough of each other so thurs went sentosa...
actually meet 10 de...
but tink 12 den set off bahz...
plae volleyball but a few of us cannot make it so the can make it wan plae with other ppl...
we play with pearlyn's mini majong...
cork eye le...
den go plae with sea water....
yucks... taste disgusting and all thx to weiyang...
had to bath and none bring shampoo...
haha...
den all of us went peek into dolphin lagoon...
i went there b4 so there boliao see sunset...
shun bian take photo of them peeking...
hehe...
we went back to base( 2 table mat on beach and a table beside)
and plae card tok crap...
den still tinking go where eat...
in the end decide go sakae...
find till ban si but no dinner buffet...
so wanna go subway but close le...
den in the end go burger king.....
believe it or not but i upsize still eat finish lorx!!!!
den go back and sian...
trying to get some light through candle but it is a beach lorx...
so much win and everyone of us busily preventing fire from mie-ing...
den plae card and tt cork eye mahjong...
listen to ppl crap abt their love life...
plae truth or dare till sian....
keep on goin 7-11...
see sly and silver...
went to the "tower"...
wanna wait for sunrise de and me fell asleep for a while den...
it RAINS....
we chiong to the staircase area but the roof lou yu...
so i take out my jiu ming de umbrella....
me cold till whole body shiver, teeth cluttering and almost asthma...
finally find a place with no rain....
wait till rain stop den walk back...
go 7-11 eat and walk to bus-stop coz finally 7am le...
home sweet home....

sleep and watch tv in b/w...
wake up at 530....
wad the so faster pia....
den someone still pian me wear skool u...
hai wo call ard den almost late lorx...
haha.... i went to watch co concert lahz....
and so mani st john ppl kana pian there lorx...
even rich sae sj and co jiao qing not bad...
haha...
and uncultured me keep on toking and trying to make fun of everyone performing...
so sry to pearlyn....
den helpful me help move things...
go eat mac...

okie... don tok... i muz go read instruction manual....
bye~~~

thinking of u at
1:29 pm